Walls and Kisses

JFZ

Six years after we’ve parted

I finally owned to misery

In these shaking hands, my face I burry

But tears overflow, they’re just too many.

I tried to kill all emotions

But all those years were for naught

Victim of my own pretension

Thought I’m better off alone

You said one brick at a time, we’ll build our castle tall

But I used those bricks to build a sturdy wall

Yet, no matter how strong my walls maybe

Your tender loving kisses, tear it down easily.

When was the last time you touched me?

I feel you beside me

When was the last time our eyes met?

I see you from the walls I made.

I’m sorry you’ve grown tired

Now I’m trapped from my own prison

Trying hard to break free

Still trapped from my own prison

  

So I’ll content myself, peeking through the hole

From your last attempt to kiss down my wall

But I can’t see you now, my eyes are murky

Tears overflow, they’re just too many.

Inside these walls are just memories

Inside these walls are just maybes

Though weak and now flimsy,

Don’t try to kiss it down, we’ll hurt so many

So I’ll content myself, peeking through the hole

From your last attempt to kiss down my wall

But I can’t see you now, my eyes are murky

Tears overflow, they’re just too many.

The ifs, the memories, the maybes are just too many.